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Someone: *Smiles*
Cheryl: JASON USED TO SMILE
me after eating a large meal: i am never eating again !!
me thirty minutes later:

I literally have no reason to live. I’m not suicidal, like, if there was a car coming and I was on the sidewalk I wouldn’t go in front of it, it’d be too much effort. But I literally don’t know where to go from here and can’t seem to get motivated by any solution I find?